ICarly : Sam vs Carly.. Who's prettier outside and inside sets?

28/11/2011, Monday, 11:08PM

My mind just crossed about a girl that acted in ICarly..
Her name is Jeannette McCurdy, ...
The one who played Sam..?

Yeah.. A lot of people fancy Miranda Cosgrove that played Carly but i was more attracted to Sam, the brutal and strong girl..
Her character are so close connected to me.. Only i am not as strong as her..

Then, i just realised something..
She looks way prettier than Miranda!
I know..
A lot of people will beg to differ..saying Miranda is way better looking than her..
But now i know something..
Maybe its why Carly did not like Freddie just like he like her..
And also the fact Freddie and Sam share their first kiss..
THere are fair chances that someday Carly would weep and regret coz..
Sam and Freddie love each other..
Possibilities are there..

Anyway.. I leave all the fate to the writer..

I just wanna say that i love Sam better than Carly..\\
No offence for the fans..

Here are some pics that showes some of Jeannette's feminine, hot and sexy side..
Well,maybe bot as sexy as Miranda..
But who cares?
I love them..!

p/s: I really want to meet them!
Mood: Crazy and want to meet her! with a chance of being a new fangirl? haha..

Innocence by Avril Lavigne

"Innocence"

Waking up I see that everything is OK
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

[Chorus]
This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

[Chorus]

It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliant
Makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliance
Please don't go away
Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

[Chorus]

The song just speaks to me of how grateful i should be that things didn't turn topsy turvy.. like anyone else..

Mood: Sad with a slight chance of dizziness and red eyes,, (Blame the weather!hahaha)

Wish You were Here0 Avril Lavigne

This song really reminds me of someone that i like  but sadly i think he did not love me back.. So at least i can let out and express my love and heartbreak through this song..
I think he didn't even like me..
I mean.. I am a freak..
Dress ups and never without makeups..
Not the goth makeups, just regular makeups.
His ideal type is just far from what i am..
I really wish he could see me for me..


Maybe that is how guys are right?
I really wish our friendship can be normal as before..
If he cant love me back,its okay..
I just wish we were closer like before..

"Wish You Were Here"

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all

There's a girl
That gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walk through it

And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
Near, near, near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say it like it is
And the truth, is that I really mi-i-iss

All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[Chorus:]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
Near, near, near
I wish you were here.

[Bridge:]
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(Let go let go let go let go)

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(Let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, here, here
I wish you were here (I wish you were)
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
Near, near, near
I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
Near, near, near
I wish you were here.

The Break ups

Hello, again.. I miss updating my blog and its been ages since i updated one.

A lot of things been going on in my life that i haven't reported here..
 Like the new semester have start.. I am being separated by my friends, Kak Sal and Faiz..
Thank god i remain in the same group as Aisyah and Wanie or not i would be losing my mind and giving up studying for sometimes.

Second.. I got a boy friend.. Why did i used the word 'got'?
Because i just break up with him.. Yeah..
27/11/2011.. Yesterday..
No.. he was not the evil one.. He is not the one who ask for the break up..
Its me..
Yeah.. I'm a Nappeun Yeoja..
But don't misunderstand..
I did that because i just don't wanna hurt his feelings..

He love me so much..
That is why i stray away from him..
I don't deserve his honest love..
Its hurtful for him..
I don't want to hurt him anymore.
I don't wanna him to know..
That my heart is not fully his..

I cursed myself for making him love me too deep
That the break up leave a tainted mark on his heart..
I dunno why i did that..

I was so sinful.. for hurting someone that love me sincerely..
I don't deserve him..