The longing, the missing and the comeback

Today, August 19 at exactly 11.35..

I was writing something on paper when suddenly my phone rang, indicating that a message just came in..

I checked it and all of a sudden my heart beats fast and I felt tht all those days I've been searching and missing her were finally answered when a text with her name on it appeared on the screen of my phone saying "Wa'alaikumsalam,  I am back dear! "

I quickly go through my contacts and dialled her number. Waiting tone after after tone with anxiousness, someone pick up the phone and the next minute the cheerful voice that I hv been missing and worrying was heard from the other side of the line..
Suddenly my eyes welled up and slowly a couple of tears escaped from the corner of my eyes... not a sad tear but a tear of joy.. even just for a split second.. because there's no way I am letting her talking to me on the phone while driving. . So I told her to text me when she arrived home..

After she hung up, I was thanking Allah for keeping her safe although I haven't seen her or talked to her for some time. . I would be devastated if something bad happens to her.. because she is one of the important things in my life beside Allah,  my dad, my late mom and my sister. Losing her would've be as painful as losing my family..

Shoo..shoo.. all the nightmares I have been seeing in my sleep. . There also days where I wake up n realised tht my pilow is wet from the tears of missing my bestie. 

But now..I can finally hear her voice and meet her.. oh! You have some explaining to do.. jgn lpe story mory okay?

Dapat aku merasa bagaimna hidupku jika my bestie was not here with me..

People keep stating the pain of missing your boyfriend or your lover but I experience the pain of missing my best friend and now the missing and worrying is over. .because she is back! my BigbangLovers' s best friend who close at heart with Gdragon. . Ira Marlia. . :)

P/s: you got a lot to tell me bestie! :)